{"id":183,"date":"2016-08-09T12:00:34","date_gmt":"2016-08-09T16:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sharett.org\/?p=183"},"modified":"2024-04-02T20:43:14","modified_gmt":"2024-04-03T00:43:14","slug":"what-do-i-want","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/?p=183","title":{"rendered":"What do I want?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This past weekend I went on a two day walking and camping journey, never leaving the city of Northampton, but feeling miles away.<\/p>\n<p>I started with one destination in mind, about an hour&#8217;s walk:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-17.38.42.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-184\" src=\"http:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-17.38.42-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"2016-08-06 17.38.42\" width=\"474\" height=\"356\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-17.38.42-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-17.38.42-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-17.38.42-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-17.38.42.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 474px) 100vw, 474px\" \/><\/a>After crossing an abandoned beaver dam, I ate lunch and took a nap under mosquito netting.\u00a0 I had purposefully not set a goal beyond the first stop.\u00a0 I could stay where I was and do nothing, explored the area or continuing walking for the rest of the day.\u00a0 So I asked myself, what do I want to do?\u00a0 And nothing came back.\u00a0 I didn&#8217;t know.\u00a0 It was painful to sit there and second guess my desires, and just not feeling like doing anything, but know that that was doing something anyway.<\/p>\n<p>Finally I decided to stash my pack and follow the deer trails.\u00a0 I got turned around a couple of times, found a great spot to camp, and found myself observing more, less concerned with what to do and just doing it.<\/p>\n<p>I found a beautiful spot to set up a hammock on top of a boulder, strung up between two trees that I had to climb high up in to secure the ropes!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-18.15.10-e1470757856883.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-185\" src=\"http:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-18.15.10-e1470757856883-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"2016-08-06 18.15.10\" width=\"474\" height=\"632\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-18.15.10-e1470757856883-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-18.15.10-e1470757856883-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/2016-08-06-18.15.10-e1470757856883.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 474px) 100vw, 474px\" \/><\/a>I left the next morning more able to pay attention to the forest and follow my interests.\u00a0 On the walk back I stopped in unannounced on two friends and reconnected!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This past weekend I went on a two day walking and camping journey, never leaving the city of Northampton, but feeling miles away. I started with one destination in mind, about an hour&#8217;s walk: After crossing an abandoned beaver dam, I ate lunch and took a nap under mosquito netting.\u00a0 I had purposefully not set &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/?p=183\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">What do I want?<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[30,24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-183","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-outdoors","category-transportation"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=183"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":186,"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183\/revisions\/186"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=183"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=183"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sharett.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=183"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}